I really hate hypocrites....Especially when you point out there faults and then they just go off there change the subject...and point out another one of your faults....And what pisses me off more is when you can't fight back because you will cause problems for the people you care about....

I am the type of person who hates to let people walk all over them...ever since I learned to stand up for myself I have not let anyone walk all over me and I have stood up for myself not even my parents where safe from my self preservation...and if you have read any of my previous Journals you would know that me and my folks don't always see eye to eye....

For the last 10 months I have held my tongue or at least attempted too.....But this particular person is trying my patience...He seems to find any excuse to argue with me or complain about me and the worst part is this particular person seems to think he holds power over me and threatens to exercise it all the time...Now I am usually a person who prefers to reason serious matters out...But the problem remains that this particular person is not someone who ever refuses to relinquish control and refuses to admit he is wrong on any point even when it is efficiently proved....

Now unfortunately this person happens to be a relative of my BF's and has helped me out greatly in my youth but ever since dating my BF has become a pompous ass and has effectively ridiculed me behind my back at the beginning because he was to afraid to say anything to my face but once I moved in he made his opinion more obvious...all because he finds it impossible to accept changes...

I am finding it more and more difficult to keep my mouth shut as I have never had to take being ridiculed sitting down or not standing up for myself...Not since I was picked on in my youth but once I learned to stand up for my self I have not let anyone walk all over me....But it seems the more I fight back the more angry he gets...Let me put it this way he starts a conversation he knows I will fight back against for example the other day he stated that my dog Sasha was stupid because she is Barking and teething ...both of which are due to the fact that she is still a puppy.... I argued back and then he screeched that he was right and that his opinion was absolutely correct..when I argued back more he said he was sick of being corrected and stuff like that and stormed out....

I had my small victory the only problem his wife copped his bad mood and he got really grumpy..and complained more to my parents....but with his hypocrisy he complains that me and my BF are lazy and don't have a life because we sleep in one the weekends and holiday but when I wake up at 10 he is still asleep....Not to mention we both have jobs and he does not..... and he says he feels sorry for my dog because we only take her out to places she is allowed to go like the park and not to the supermarket but his dog has not left the yard in 10 years...

Not to mention I am the one that cleans them and feeds both dogs...He also complains that we don't do anything around the house yet I do my own laundry and I hang out all the towels and bring them in along with my own clothes...I feed and clean the dogs and do my own cooking....mind you I will admit to burning the pot the other day....

I just feel like I can win and I can't fight back and feel really oppressed and just feel like giving up and moving out..but if I do that my BF will be beyond disappointed...I just don't know what to do and feel so bound and broken can anyone give me a suggestion on how to deal with a pompous hypocritical ass......and not to mention we do a ton of other stuff for my BF's nan and all the PC maintenance....and help them out whenever they ask...what the hell can I do against such a wanka